Updates

That day, he asked me whats on Keitsu's mind.... cos I haven't been updating my blog for a long long time... i guess mostly because office is still blocking vox... and also I'm so drained of energy these days... when I'm back home I just do the routine things... and I will be in bed early early.... no energy to blog... no energy to read books... no energy to do much things....

Anyway some updates...

We celebrated Mum's bday yesterday at Pu Tien restaurant.... Although I see my parents every week... but yesterday I kinda of suddenly realise that my parents have aged alot... there were so much white hair on their head.... I got kinda of emo... but yah I know its normal.. since they are already 60 and 57.... and I'm also approaching my 30s.... I'm just glad that they are still healthy and hope that they will remain so for more years to come...

And we caught a movie on Friday.... its been like months since I last stepped into the theatre.... we watched the "Astroboy Movie".... I would say it was pretty good.... I cried at the part where he realise that he was a robot and his "father" didn't want him any more... *awwwww*... and the part where his friends realise that he was a robot and didn't "want" him.... i came out of the theatre with red eyes... :P

Work have been progressing well so far... had my appraisal done for 2009... and some of the things my PM told me set me thinking.... what should be my priority... i guess i can't find the answer right now... and can't come to a conclusion.... with the unknown being unknown I guess I can only take it one step at a time.... leave the worries for the future? can i even plan or prep myself for it in the 1st place? mentally possible.. but without being there doing it, whatever mental preparation is only very limited....

I dunno why... I have been thinking about New Zealand these few days... probably because the pple around me are all going on holiday... :P I dunno why... i'm not thinking of going other countries but back to New Zealand... it wasn't a fantastic trip.. probably because I just miss the pace of life there?

anyway X'mas is coming!!! i really like this time of the year.... but I'm on a tight budget this year... and with my project team growing, its really difficult to get a gift for everyone... but again I really appreciated their help over the one year... so i'm still contemplating what to do... I have tot of baking some cookies for them.... but I know some of them don't really eat cookies... or maybe I should just leave it to my PM for the gift exchange... :P this year I didn't get my sis friends to make any scrapping stuff... so I guess I have to start shopping around for gifts le... :P I wonder if the mafians are holding any celebration this year...

Thats for now... I wonder when will i blog again?